After
Montse had calmed down from the insinuation her own daughter would be
made complicit in the crime her two guests were planning to
perpetrate on her, she was looking into the barrel of a small
handgun, pointed at her by S. Tie her to a chair, S ordered M, who
was leaning backwards in his chair as if he wasn't at all interested
any longer. Do it, S snapped. She measured her partner with disgust:
you should perhaps have taken a little less from that dangerously
embezzling liquid they serve here for wine. How was I to know it
would be such a skull breaker, M defended himself while letting go of
the bottle. With a loud moan he rose from his chair. If you would
please sit down, ma'am, he quite effortlessly resumed his posture, I
will tie you up with my belt, which is the most comfortable in these
circumstances. Montse felt she had no choice but to obey, as the gun
was still pointing rather straight at her heart. So she ended up as
decreed and that's when the party started.
I'm
afraid we're now really going to need to hurt you, S said, sounding
human when her message was the harshest, like it was all so
hollywoodesque. Montse didn't dare say anything at this moment, just
hoping for the punishment, or whatever it was they had in mind, to be
withstandable. If there´s an opening, an escape in any shape, you go
for it, otherwise keep low, that seemed good advice.
First
up was a real scam trial, to her surprise. M accused her of loving
her own people more than him and S, and others like them. This was
not allowed under the new law which favoured the centre in every
aspect of life. Hadn't you heard of it, yet? You must love us. M
asked permission to be quite firm with Montse, an expression which
like the red pepper scale in an Indian restaurant didn't seem to
completely cover what was actually on the menu, and S granted him
full freedom of expression.
But
I live here and you live there, in your centre, Montse couldn't
suppress her unease, and we don't bother each other, do we? So why
can't you leave me alone?
Because
we must punish you. It's in the law, isn't it, S?
It
is, since you have thought wrongly. You had the opportunity to have
supportive thoughts, instead you chose to think wrongly. This is a
pity and a shame for you.
Let's
talk no further, exclaimed M, losing his concentration again, the
time for measures is now.
It
sure is, S agreed, but we must wait a wee bit longer for redemption
to set in, it's in the contract.
So
I get to say something, then? Montse quickly interrupted.
If
you must, be my guest, please try to be funny.
She
looked into that falsely bearded woman's burning eyes, only warm
there, as if she needed to cool down to find human feelings, and took
her chance. I must say I never was aware of doing anything wrong, she
got out, I was just minding my own business, speaking to the folks
next door, the local clientele. We don't know about empires, not
anymore, and we certainly don't want to belong to any, as the saying
goes here.
Enough,
screamed M. How dare you say such filthy words? He took his napkin
and slapped her in the face, not hard but painful. You must know who
you belong to, it's in the law, isn't that so, S? It is. So you must
belong, you cannot be nobody.
I
ain't nobody, I'm Montse. I live here, I belong here.
You
belong where we say, M shouted. He had completely recovered from his
earlier faux pas. Say that you love us.
What?
Say
you love us.
He
seemed totally honest and S beamed equally sincere thinking. Montse
laughed: how can I say I love you when I hate you? You know, this
isn't the first time, and I am sure you have heard about it. My
grandmother was visited by your ilk and that didn't turn out too well
for her, though my mother sort of recuperated what got lost. There
were different times for a while, when we all got richer, you must
remember them? They were very pleasant for our town.
I
remember a horrific mass-extending moral ineptitude, S countered.
People were screaming for punishment everywhere, but none would come
from the empty heads in charge who thought they were doing the folks
a favour by giving them welfare. So we had to come back and here we
are, to beat you all into servitude, at your request.
But
I don't want that at all, cried Montse, I want to be left in peace.
Peace,
yelled M, what is peace in a world at war? With a twist of his finger
he indicated he wouldn't mind having that previously mentioned Rioja
uncorked. Peace is unthinkable, he concluded somewhat abruptly,
therefore it doesn't exist. Punishment on the other hand is highly
thinkable and will always happen.
Montse
was starting to feel scared. So far she had been too surprised and
angry to think of the consequences of whatever they were threatening
her with, but now, tied to her chair, not painful but unable to
escape without great effort, something the barrel of the gun wouldn't
allow for, she realised she was powerless in the face of their mad
reprehension. They carried a gun. Without it she might have attacked
them in the end, certainly with the M character mostly out of it,
just be quick about it, yet all this was empty rethoric in light of
S' determination to actually use the thing, or so she read her blood
lusting eyes. Montse thought of her daughter, who had been shopping
in the city that day and was on her way back now. Why hadn't she
called her from the kitchen? Montse smiles wrily. Because it didn't
seem necessary as it was all so unbelievable, and now they're really
going for it. What madness has possessed these people? What do they
hope to gain from this? They were the best words Montse could think
of and they were not going to save her, but at least it felt good to
express them. M, she noticed, had dug up a rather nasty looking
instrument which he was tossing in his hand, not sure if they were
scissors or knives, careful not to let it drop. And then it struck
her how she could use Clara's arrival to her advantage. Make it buy
some time.
I
was thinking, she began, maybe this is not the right time to have a
torture session.
S
smiled downwardly from her low position, M shouted, trying to be
present once again: stop giving us your opinion on matters you have
no influence on. We decide and we choose not to listen to you. He
laughed.
Montse
was not to be discouraged, as courage was the only thing she had
left. You see, my daughter is on her way home, in fact she should be
here any minute, and I don't feel a young woman would improve from
being confronted with her mother in, shall we say, compromising
circumstances. I'd rather leave her out of this.
S
raised her hand before M could speak. And how would you organise
that, she asked. Give her a call?
It
was the only real option, apart from inviting her in. She would have
to come up with an excuse to keep her away. She was going to send her
for an errand to an acquaintance, and she must pick the right person
to make her understand all was not well at home. So she decided on
her late husband's cousin, who was known to be an established
conspiracy theorist, and ask Clara to buy a copy of his latest home
published book. That might raise an eyebrow or two.
Yes,
I think I should give a her call, don't you? Before we start, I mean.
I'm
in no particular hurry, said S. So make your little call, but don't
talk about the wrong things.
As
in mentioning us, yelled M.
She
understands. Don't you, Montse?
End
of part two
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